Lucian And Darkki

Seriously sorry I haven’t posted in eons. A lot has gone on. I graduate tonight and most likely move to Kansas next weekend so my life has been pretty crazy and will be so until about a week or so after I move and get settled!

There are some things you do not want to hear not even a week after getting proposed too. I was taking a nap when my mate calls and tells me he needs my hospital records for my last two suicide attempts. Why? So he can get a compassionate discharge so he doesn’t have to go to Iraq again. It hasn’t even been a week… Not even a week….

So last night he popped the question, in a rather humorous way.

We came home from Cien’s, did the nasty and while we were cleaning up he went into the bathroom and rips a few so loud and forceful I thought he was shooting small animals. So he comes out, I’m laughing my balls off and he gets on one knee, proposing. At first he gave me a little 25 cent ring and I said yes, of course. Then he lays me on the bed and gives me the real ring. Haha. He then proceeds to tell me how it should have went down. At least it will be unforgetable, huh?

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….’nough said.

I turn 18 on Thursday. Finally legal!

And I get married next week.

I FEEL LIKE I AM GONNA EXPLODE!

A picture of MoMo and Romeo was in the Gloucester County times today! While MoMo was the main focus you can see Romeo sleeping off to the side. I had Lily out at the moment so she is not in the pic but her empty cage is! Haha.

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I put three of my rats in a 4-H show today and Lily got best of breed and then best of show reserve for Youth!

There were only three boys so Romeo took second and MoMo took third. If MoMo didn’t have his dry skin issue I think he would placed so much better. Oh well. Romeo’s nicks and cuts got him knocked down a bit but oh well. I had fun and the rats seemed to enjoy it.

Sybil will definitely be showing when she is old enough!!

I just got a motherfuckin’ call from the marines trying to recruit me. When I hung up on his ass, my parents bitched at me. “Be nice, he’s just doing his job” “Your boyfriend is in the army” “You should still have the common courtesy”.

Fuck you.

I’m shaking like a leaf trying to not burst out in tears. I’m having an anxiety attack due to the motherfucker. No, my parents don’t know my ‘issue’. They aren’t the type to take me to the doctor or anything. They are the people who will tell me to suck it the fuck up and get over it.

Go die in a hole.

Bitch is lucky that phone didn’t go flying across the room.

Current Mood: Mischievous

So yea, I never post.  Sorry.

I’m not very good at sticking with stuff.  I’ve been so busy with work and everything.  I’m still need to figure out marriage laws in Kansas and stuff.  I just put a server rack in my little room, so I’m totally blocked in here, there is no room for anything.  I don’t know why I got this thing, I just… wanted it.  My jeep is kinda working.  I ran it into a mud whole, like a 3 foot deep hole face first.  It was in bad shape, almost totally repaired though.  Lucian came out to visit, which is always great.  I love seeing mate, it’s always fun.  I want to find some pretty Kansas prairie to drive out into with her, but I think it’s all privately owned.  America is privately owned these days.  Oh well, this is my short little Darkki update.  Stay tuned.

Peace

I get married in April. I’m anxious, I keep rubbing my ring finger though I know there will be no ring when I get married, just some ink. My left hand seems really bare to me now though it never has before. I really can’t believe I am getting married it’s just…hard to explain. My heart is all in flutters when I think about it.